I don't know.
This is my fault or them.
Or they just want to go away from me.
That's what I really feel.
Like no one cares. Like I'm the one
who always makes mistakes to them. I don't know.
It's really makes me hurt.
Hurt so bad. I better lost my boyfriend.
Maybe it's time for a change.
I can't be my self anymore.
Why it all happened when my birthday is almost
coming? Actually, I need loves from them.
This is probably will be the bad birthday that I'll have.
My birthday is almost a week again but...
I don't feel so excited like a year ago.
Or 2 years ago, or 3 years ago, or 4 years ago,
or 5 years ago or even 14 years ago.
Just mention me if I made something wrong.
I'm not perfect and always make mistakes.
You know it.
-Lorine Kalista Noor-