Sadness

As you know. I really in love with my old camera.

Those camera is manual. So we need a roll film for it and also

the battery. I asked my father and he gave me

a couple battery for the old camera.

I felt so "Yes! finally I'll use this really cool camera"

but then what? The roll film that I've found is full and I can't

use it anymore.

I have no idea.

I fell really sad now. I want to say "Why the things

that I love is always have a bad ending like this? hate it so much!"

And this is more terrible and sucks.

My parents don't let me to use this cameras.

They said "Hey this is a modern decade. You have digital camera so

just use it." I just really sad to heard that.

I don't have money.

I never save money.

I never buy something with my own money.

I just ask my parents to buy it for me.

and the important thing is

I WANT A ROLL FILM FOR MY CAMERA!