Someone hurts me.
Since a long time ago.
I forgive 'that person'. I believe 'that person'
will changed. But that person never changed.
'That person' hurts me again.
I forgive that person again.
It happened over and over again.
But I forgive it.
And now, for a million times
'that person' hurts me again. And I pretend
that I forgive 'that person'.
I'm sick of this feeling.
I hate to have this feeling.
This feeling is too much than I hate
'that person'. I really want to hate 'that
person' but it doesn't work well.
I hope 'that person' contact or message me.
But what? 'That person' just like
go away from me. 'That person' never
say 'hi' to me like always 'that person' did
when we're have a problem.
Am I such an idiot who always
forgive 'that person'?
-Lorine Kalista Noor-
I used words 'that person' because
if I said "he" or "she" you guys will know it.